The "N" word, Forgiveness and other tidbits

Good Morning Beautiful and Blessed People! I wanted to write how I felt about a subject matter that seems to keep rearing its head and its a controversial issue thats been an issue since slavery. Its the "N" word. Yes... the "N" word. I cannot understand why we must continually go here when this word has been meant to bring the African American down and degrade. Isnt it enough that we were raped, murdered, put up on boxes to be sold, used and abused. Why must we continually go here to this day and still have to fight for the right not to be subjected to such word. Many people may say that rappers are allowing the door to be opened by using this kind of context in their songs. Is this right? No it is not right. It does not matter who or what race you are. There is no need for this vulgar word. I am not holding rappers/singers accountable for this word being used out of context or used period. There are justifications, at least to some people, on how the word is used.. weather it ends with an "a" or "er". One can be preceived as worse than the other. In essence. They are both the same word in my opionon. What do you guys think?? Please let me know below, Im curious to know. AHhhhhhHHHhhh Forgiveness... how much do you really know about this word? I have forgiven people and will still do so.. but what does this mean? We have to be friends still? Sing Kumbaya together? Well I feel that If I forgive you then thats just that. It does not mean that I have to foster a relationship with you but since I allowed myself to give you forgiveness then I can be cordial. Will we hang out and go to the movies? Well, yes maybe. I would hate to say that I hold grudges, however it depends on the level of hurt or pain you caused me to feel the way I do. I beleive all things can be forgiven if the person shows humility and is genuine. However it takes a big person to realize when they are wrong and actually apologize.

Im Back!

I cannot wait to start getting back into the swing of things blogging like I used to do and I AM! Im officially back with postings everyday! I LOVE blogging and writting about any and everything that my mind wonders on.. I hope to bring back entertainment and smiles! YAY!!! :) xoxoxo!

My.. my .. my

Well its been a while. I have not been blogging because life has been crazy! God has shifted some things and I'm embracing the changes that He has allowed to happen in my life. I do not wish to blog too much about it because there are nosey people that know my blog address that are no longer in my life that will try to look up whatever they can to find out info on me.. Sooo at this time I will not say too much but I am very happy for what God is doing in my life and I'm happy about the things that God is helping me with.
God is sooo good and awesome! I just want to thank Him all day and night! If I had a thousand tongues I could not still express the love and thankfulness that I have for Him!
Everything is still in prayer in my life but in a different way. Im waiting on my next which God has started to bring me to.

Love conquers all! 😍

Hi all! This entry is from my iPhone and I'm just checking in! ;) I pray all is well with you all! Keeping God first and praying through all aspects of my life! Stay blessed!!!!

God said "I GOT THIS!" (CONT)

I wanted to also leave you guys today with a verse of a song that was in my head/spirit as I rose this morning. God placed this in my spirit and I am happy that He did because it brought me joy! :)

"At the Cross, at the Cross where I first saw the light,
And the burden of my heart rolled away,
It was there by faith I received my sight,
And now I am happy all the day!"

God said "I GOT THIS!"

I GOT THIS......These were the words I heard while sitting in church and I know that I heard God in my spirit telling me this. At that time I was praying for me to get into school for my ADN program (Which I did!!! All thanks be to God) But I never expected for this to flow over to the problems that Im having today within my marriage. At that time I could not even imagine something like this happening at all! But God is a good God and I know that goodness will prevail. He provides for ALL of our needs and wants in life. He is in control of everything and wants nothing but the best for you and if something or someone is not deserving of you then He will allow them or that stuff to depart from your life to not allow future heartache or failure. GOD LOVES YOU TOO MUCH TO HAVE YOU GO THROUGH THAT. Some of us are obedient and follow what He wants while others of us are afraid and not sure to let go all of the way so we get ourselves more hurt and God sits by and shakes his head waiting and waiting on you like a baby trying to walk but keeps missing the steps. His heart wants to help you but you have to learn on your own too.
I have decided to allow God to run my life and give Him total control of the wheel. I am NOTHING without God! He has provided for me and my family and I will continue to worship and honor the Lord. I know that the best is yet to come and I am excited in anticipation for God's will and works to be done in my life and the life of my family!!!!
So remember, when things are not going well.. God said "I GOT THIS" and pray and allow God to work in YOUR life. HE WILL PROVIDE, but YOU have to trust HIM! :) Stay blessed everyone!
Remember all things happen for a reason that we may not know while going through the process but like a diamond in the ruff we will come out shining and have greater value than before because of the spiritual refining process/cleaning that we must endure. God will do things in His time and when it is time.. all we have to do is stay prayerful and keep focussed. I love the Lord and I am happy that He is allowing some things to happen in my life because it is molding me into a better person. Even though things may not be my fault, I have found out some faults that I have had through the process to be a better person for my children and for whoever or whatever the future holds and I praise God for that. If He was trying to get my attention before, He has my FULL undivided attention now! Love ya Lord! :) :) XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXXO!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY! MAKE SURE YOU LOVE UNSELFISHLY....